Bleeding Emotions.Cold steelPleaseComfort meI've been hurtingAll dayJust waitingTo see youOnce againYour sharp edgeYour cold surfaceYou're like a drugMy own drugMy best friendI pick you up gentlyRolling up my sleevesSleeves that hide my painSleeves that hide everythingI drag you accross ivorySlicing through meCrimson beads appearingBleeding the emotions awayMore and moreCut, cut, cutI feel reliefSomething I can'tExplainNot painSo I hide you awayFrom curious eyesUntil next timeMy lovely friend
Dead And GoneWhen I am dead and gone,And you feel the whole world,Has decided to leave you alone.Remember the reasons to wake,Because I'll be there to hold your hand.When I am no longer here,And you start to well up with woe,Don't sit there with a lonely tear.Hang onto happiness for my sake,Because I'll always stand by your side.When I am not in your sight,And you hear whispers fade to white,Just look up and you'll see my light.Know this apparition I cannot fake,Because you desired me in your dreams.
It's just me...Sometimes I hate you...But then I realise it's just jealousy...You see it's just that...Your the girl I wanna be...It's hard to face you...When you dress up real nice...Because, you see...I just wouldnt suffice...You look amazing...I can't deny that...But it's just me...And sometimes...I just hate me...
Still Waiting to Say I Love YouI watched you walk away,Your back turned away from meNo chance of you ever looking behindTo see what you might have left.I wish I could make you turn around,Maybe there's a way to make you seeThat the one that you are leaving standing there in the coldFar behind you,Is the one that might want you more than anyone else.Six months have passed since then,And I am still standing here,At this very spotFrom which I watched you walk away,Always walking away,Never stopping to call out goodbye.I will stand here until time stops,Until there is no more rain.I will stand here,All the time,Just waiting to tell you just how I feel:Still waiting to say "I love you."
MyselfI wish I could have saved myselfI watched myself changeThinking it was better to fake a smileLie to the ones that I loveAct like I was strongThen let them know I was scaredThat there was something wrongKnow I'm emptyThe happiness left my body